Aside 10 Sep

I don’t know if I should go to a Psychiatrist and ask for antidepressants. On one hand I don’t want to relay on pills to feel better, and I don’t think I really need them (if people weren’t shit and I had a job I think I’d be better).

But on the other hand I don’t want to feel like this anymore.

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When people who knows you don’t give you

29 May

When people who knows you don’t give you any kind of motivation and the people who don’t do, who should you listen to? 

Aside

I’m stupid, and ugly, and worthless, nobody cares

27 May

I’m stupid, and ugly, and worthless, nobody cares about me. If I’ll kill myself people won’t even notice. 

I just want to die

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OK so my dad has a friend who

27 Apr

OK so my dad has a friend who is obnoxious and he’s here ALL THE TIME!

Now I wouldn’t care if I could just lock myself in my room all day, and that’s what I do. I lock myself in my room all day. I don’t even bother to get out of bed until he leaves and that like only in the evening. 

But EVERY time I get up, and want to go to the shower (I need to go trough the living room in a towel to get there) they show up. It’s like he’s got cameras out there and he knows when to ruined my day. 

And he doesn’t care, or he’s THAT stupid. His doughtier is in her room all day, and he don’t gives a shit, if I’ll die I doubt he’ll even notice.  

Aside 20 Apr

why did I wake up?*

 

*I ask myself everyday 

Aside 2 Mar

Sometimes I really don’t know if some people are really THAT stupid or if they just don’t care. 

I mean, they see that they hurt someone, or make them feel uncomfortable and they just keep acting the same way.