Archive | August, 2015

I never learn

25 Aug

Every time someone at work, I won’t call them friends because they obviously aren’t, needs a favor or help with something I always there for them.

But when I ask for one little thing are they there for me? Of course not!

I just need to start learning how to say “no” to people.

10 Aug

I’m supposed to go to London on my birthday in less than a month with a friend.

The friend have depression and ok, I get it it’s hard but fuuuuck I just want to kill her right now.

She took a dog, forget that she doesn’t have money I don’t give a shit but SHE KNEW she was gonna be out of the country for a week!! We bought the tickets half a year ago!!

And now instead of being excited about the trip, which is my first time ever abord btw, I have to listen to her whining  about how she can’t find a place for the dog. She didn’t plan ahead with the vaccines, so it’s too late for that, and the dog is problematic so he can’t be around other dogs and so on and so on…

And now she just goes “fuck it I’m not going! I don’t know what to do!”

Well thanks for that!! That’s what I need, to fucking cry and not know if this trip will even happen because she can’t think ahead of things.

And I knew this would happen the moment she took the dog.

I just want to be excited about this fucking trip!! And all she does is bring me down and I just regret this fucking idea of a trip. I don’t know why I thought it would work, I’m so stupid I really have  only myself to blame.

7 Aug

My dad has a new girlfriend and he’s been cleaning the house for a week now for her, something he didn’t do for 5 years. And she’s annoying, she’s French and she’s full of plastic surgery and she just stand there and giving orders so the house will look how she want it to look.

He also throw all my mom clothes, I took as many as I could fit into my closet but it wasn’t much. And I don’t know what he’s going to do with the rest of her stuff.

And I hate it because he’s an assholes and he was always an asshole and now he’s happy and that’s not fair.